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Think on these things...Phil 4:8

2012-02-15T21:34:00.000-05:00

Okay...I was in Bible study tonight thinking about a conversation that was had earlier in the day. God lead me to a verse ... one of my favorites - Phil. 4:8.

"Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things." (NASB)

Life Application Bible has this application in the notes:

"What we put into our minds determines what comes out in our words and actions. Paul tells us to program our minds with thoughts that are true, honorable, right, pure, lovely, of good repute, excellent and praise worthy. Do you have problems with impure thoughts day daydreams? Examine what you are putting into your mind, through television, books, conversations, movies, and magazines. Replace harmful input with wholesome material. Above all read God's word and pray. Ask God to help you focus your mind on what is good and pure. It takes practice, but it can be done.

Now...living a life of purity is not the easiest way to live, but I'm thankful for this verse. Basically this is what I'm to think upon...so if this is the stuff I'm to allow myself to dwell on...then anyone who doesn't speak words like this, I just need to run away from them.

Later in the application bible, I saw this question - HOW EASY IT IS TO READ THE BIBLE AND NOT THINK ABOUT HOW TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY?

We can read the words from the Bible, even think about it, but if it doesn't change our lifestyle, then what good is it? Each time we read something we should think about how we can live it out. It's tough ... it's not an easy thing to do, but to become more like Christ, we need to change our way of living.

The standard is HOLY. It's high...but that's the standard that God has set. Our job is to strive. Do we stumble? Yes. Do we fall? Yes. Does that mean we just live the way we want to? No! It means that we need to continue to strive for that holy lifestyle. How do we do that??? Think of those things. Dwell of them. Get them into our minds...replace that crap that life throws at it.

My song of the moment now is "Where I Belong" by Building 429. The first verse says, "Sometimes it feels like I'm watching from the outside, Sometimes it feels like I'm breathing, but am I alive? I will keep searching for answers, that aren't here to find." They aren't here in the world...they are in the Word though. God gave us the Bible and the Holy Spirit. When the Holy Spirit lets us know things are not right, we are to run toward God. If we don't things can get hairy...tough...crazy.

I'm thankful for Christian friends who are true Christians...people that I can confide in and ask about situations that come to life. They guide me with the help of the Holy Spirit to continue on my journey of waiting. I'm thankful for people like that.

Waiting - Smash book

2012-02-08T21:34:00.001-05:00

So my sister Leah and I are really into scrap booking. She introduced me to a new thing the last couple years. It was a calendar/scrapbook. I now know what to call this...A SMASH BOOK! She recently showed me a link about "smash books" and I bought one. I was praying about what to do with the smash book I bought. I didn't want to just put anything in it, but wanted something with substance for my first smash book. My calendar/scrapbook smash book is for just everyday things, but this smash book I wanted something important.

So here goes.

I believe that 2012 is a year that God is teaching me via the word Wait (and trust). It's been a stressful year already. I spent the last two weeks of January driving back and forth to the hospital to be with my dad. He had a prostate and kidney issue. I'm thankful he is doing better now. I am amazed the lessons God has shown me lessons in waiting during this time.

First - waiting is a progression. I used to think of "waiting" as an inactive/passive thing. Like sitting in one place for a long time. But God showed me that waiting is active. It's a progression...looking at it like waiting in line for that exciting ride at the best amusement park. You can be in line for hours, going through the serpentine thing, but getting closer to THAT ride. Even the serpentine was interesting to me, because life is about turns and twists on this road we travel. There may be a road block that makes us turn to go almost the same way we came, but still a little closer to the goal. I love how I discovered that waiting is not just sitting in one place, but it's a progression.

Second - waiting involves trust. When you don't know what to do, you have to trust that the waiting process is where God wants you. I read a quote from a friends' Facebook that said "Trusting God means looking beyond what you can see, to what God sees."

Third - waiting helps us see the bigger picture. I had been talking to a guy for the past few months. At first the conversations were great. He was saying all the right things, but as we began to get comfortable with each other, I began seeing red flags and began praying that God would intervene. He did. I haven't heard from the guy in a few weeks. I don't know why, but I'm thankful for the answered prayer. I wanted to find a special guy and apparently that was not the one. I believe that God can still bring the guy I have been praying for ... the guy that He is creating for me.

My book is beginning to get filled with really great quotes and message outlines. Also with poems, songs, thoughts about waiting/trusting. I am thankful that God is working with me through this journey. It's not a fun thing to wait, but what really helps is that God will strength my heart in these days. "Psalm 27:14 - Wait on the Lord and be of good courage and He will strengthen your heart, wait, I say on the Lord."

I am thankful that I am doing better with the waiting aspect of things. I know it's not something in the past that I have been good at...mainly because I didn't understand how waiting works.

Photo Shoot!

2012-01-14T17:54:00.003-05:00

Last Sunday after church, I met a good friend of mine for a photo shoot. I originally approached my friend Trina about some Zumba promotion, but when we got started, we ended up doing just regular shots of me. I had a blast with Trina. We began our trek at Gateway Baptist Church and made a few stops before heading to her "secret" spot. She stopped the car and said, "I want you to go and stand in the middle of the road. I was like...okay, but when she started posing me, and I saw the products on the little camera, I began to trust her. I then just got into myself and had a blast...I was posing myself and just hamming it up for the camera. She called me a dork and I proved it by leaving my bag of extra clothes in the middle of the road. She said the look on my face was hilarious when I had got back to the car and didn't see them in there. We went back to where we started, and right there in the middle of the road was my bag sitting there. I picked it up and then...a car came around the bend. How great God was to protect my stuff while I was being a dork and hamming it up :)

Trina worked hard to get some of the photos online for me to check out...she has more to do, but I thought I'd share some of my favorites :)

This is one that was just fun to do, but the sun was in my face really bad :)

I like this one, just because of the stance...the relaxed look of enjoying the outdoors.

This is one right after she said something that was supposed to make me laugh, but it didn't :)

So she tried again...and it worked!

I love my curls in this one...I was glad I was having a great hair day :)

This my favorite one for the Zumba promotion. I didn't jump, but it looks like I just did a great jump and was landing :)

I'm looking forward to getting back out with Trina and finishing the rest of the Zumba promotion shots. It was a lot of fun.

Whether we prosper or not...

2012-01-01T14:05:00.001-05:00

*Note all scripture taken from New Living Translation

We have a responsibility to...

1. Endure - II Timothy 2:3-4 "Endure suffering along with me, as a good solider of Christ Jesus. And as Christ's soldier, do not let yourself become tied up in the affairs of this life, for then you cannot satisfy the one who has enlisted you in his army."

As we live this life as Christians we are to endure through trials, hardships, pain, commitments, etc. God has called us in this life as soldiers and when we quit early we aren't able to bring glory to Him.

2. Fight - I Timothy 1:18 "Timothy, my son, here are my instructions for you, based on the prophetic words spoken about you earlier. May they give you the confidence to fight well in the Lord's battles."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against the evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against those mighty powers of darkness who rule this world, and against wicked spirits in the heavenly realms."

Some Christians are fighters, which mean they have scars and they are wounded...these are the fighters in the faith. Those who have lived the responsibility to walk the faith...live the faith. One thing that helps those fighting is fellowshipping with our brothers and sisters in Christ. God has called us to assemble in His house...are you there? Are you isolating yourself? It's okay to show your scars...to let people see that you are wounded. I know that believers are not always the best to those who are wounded, but we need to step up and care for our wounded. Help them along the way.

3. Stand - I Corinthians 16:13 "Be on guard. Stand trust to what you believe. Be courageous. Be strong." We have a responsibility to stand whether we prosper in our life or not. Stand up for what you believe in. I love the song from the Veggie Tales "Stand" because it's a simple message, but a vital part of living my Christian life. The chorus goes "I remember stand (stand up, stand up), for what you believe in, believe in, Believe in God (He's the one to back you up), He'll stand with you!" We need to finish strong....it's not easy and it's not fun, but it's important.

4. Wait - Isaiah 40:31 "But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." This is a promise to those who wait on Him.

I wrote in my last blog entry about waiting. I have a feeling that for 2012 my word is "WAIT." I don't like that word, but this is important when living my life in God's timing. I need to wait for the right mate, wait for the answer to a decision, wait for the phone to ring sometimes...Waiting is an action word, but it's hard to do. I mentioned to my pastor that I would rather endure, fight and stand, than to just wait. It's harder to wait. Two of my favorite verses have the word wait in them though...Psalm 27:14 "Wait patiently for the LORD. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the LORD." This verse has become very special to me over the years. I used to not like it because it talked of waiting, but as I have matured in my faith, I realize that waiting is how we can succeed in our life. The other verse is becoming the verse of the moment for me. Psalm 5:3 "Listen to my voice in the morning, LORD. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly."

The thing I'm learning in 2012...is to wait expectantly. Knowing that God will show up and that He will come through for me. I just have to wait for Him...expectantly.

I'm thankful that New Years' Day began with this message to help me put my thoughts in order.

Happy New Year

2011-12-31T21:14:00.002-05:00

Well...it's the end of 2011. I am sitting at my friends' house playing in a wii bowling tournament. I'm actually waiting to play because we only have a few remotes. This is the way I spent last year. Sitting with my friends and enjoying the end of 2010. These people are the people who know me well. They know my down falls, yet still love me. They are my true friends who have seen me at my worst and still accept me. If I didn't have these friends I don't know where I would be in my life. It's been an interesting year that we have gone through. In January we all had made some decisions to get healthier and lose weight. Each of us started in a different way, but Ginger, Mary and I began Weight Watchers in February. My friend Kathi met a major goal this year. She has shunk almost half her size. She has encouraged others in this journey too...by creating a Fit and Faithful Group. Her husband Ben has lost a lot of weight too and has been really good with running 5Ks.

I also have an amazing family that really encouraged me in this journey. My sister Mary who inspired me to begin my journey by her example. Not only by the example, but also by her words of encouragement when I wanted to quit.

I have found a new love in my life...ZUMBA! I began a certified instructor this year to help me along my journey. It has been a really great help to me. Due to this certification, I have been able to help out my Zumba granny because she has had to take some time off from instructing for health reasons.

Because this is the end of 2011...I'd like to share my resolutions for the year 2012.

1. Read my bible daily - I'd like to read through it, but I'm just going to attempt to get the daily part, because sometimes I get behind on that reading.
2. Workout - Zumba (2 to 3 times a week) and add some type of strengthening workout - yoga or Jillian Michaels ripped in 30.
3. track daily - I have not been tracking with Weight Watchers, my goal this year is to track daily.
4. drink water- at least 8 - 8 oz each day.
5. Journal in my blog - both this one and the Biggest Loser one. I like to use this one for my spiritual blog and the Biggest Loser for the weight loss journey.
6. Save money each pay check. I want to do better at saving and not wasting my money.

These are what I have so far. I may add some before the end of January. Until next time...

Discerning the Voice of God

2011-12-27T21:48:00.001-05:00

So I'm reading a book by Priscilla Evans Shirer. It's entitled "Discerning the Voice of God." I have been reading it on and off for awhile, but as I read a little tonight I wanted to share something that I read about waiting.

My song of the moment is "Waiting Here For You" by Christy Nockels from the Passion CD "Wait For You." The verse was quoted in this chapter Psalm 5:3 "Listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. Each morning, I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly." Priscilla is telling the story of Habakkuk and how he waits for God's voice. She writes the following:

"I must admit that waiting to hear from God is difficult for me. But I've begun to see that the process of waiting for a message from God is often just as important as the message itself. As I wait, my faith grows. The waiting prepares me to receive the message that's coming and to respond in obedience. In some cases, the intimacy that I develop with God wile waiting is the message."

That last line really hit me. It's talks of an intimacy that can be developed while waiting on God to speak to us and how that can be more important than the answer itself. I have seen that in my life. Sometimes not getting the answer, but knowing that I can trust God to supply the answer in His time can be what gets me through the waiting process. I know that I can trust God in that because he has done that in the past. I'm thankful for this and to be able to see how the waiting process can help a relationship is something that I can take to other areas in my life where I'm waiting.

Praise God! He is able to be trusted!

Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T16:33:00.000-05:00

Well...Christmas Eve 2011. Sorry it's been awhile since I have written in this blog. Momma mentioned to me the other day about not writing in it.

I have been busy with work a lot. We are looking for another person in my department again. I'm praying that we can find the right fit of that position. It's important to have people who can work well together :)

I'm excited about tomorrow being Christmas. Our choir will be presenting the cantata again. Then I'm heading to my sisters for Christmas dinner. Tomorrow night I'm going to sing "All Is Well" and Kathi is singing too. I am praying for my voice, because I'm beginning to get sick.

Well...until next time :)

United in prayer

2011-10-16T21:08:00.001-04:00

My pastor has been preaching a series of messages on prayer for the Sunday evening services. This has been a great series for me. Mainly because I think my prayer life always needs improving.

Tonight's focus was being united in prayer as a church family, but also as a body of believers. I have an amazing family (physical). I have two wonderful Christian parents who raised me to love God and accept His gift of salvation. I also have 6 brothers and sisters - all of them are believers. Those 6 siblings have married believers too. We are up to 14. Now, 5 of those siblings have children, and if I'm not mistaken all of their children have accepted Jesus as their Savior too. I do have one great niece who we are praying will accept that gift soon :) Having this amazing family is very special to me. Not everyone has had the opportunity to see God work in many ways in their life.

I love that God has given me this precious gift of a family. Next month we will be gathering for our annual Buckeye Christmas celebration. This annual celebration is one of my favorite times. I love how we all get together and catch up on each others events and lives (even though we try to email weekly about what's happening). I also love how we are related not only by blood (and marriage), but by God's blood too. I can't imagine living my life without a Christian family...supporting me in unity of prayer.

Lecrae - I Love You (1080p HD) [Rehab] (Lyrics)

2011-10-13T05:47:00.000-04:00

So I finally broke down and purchased the rest of the Lecrae CD from itunes which was cool because I got it cheaper since I had purchased two songs already. This morning while getting ready I listened to most of it, and when I heard the song "I Love You" it reminded me of a conversation at church with Jimmy Nichols.

His wife had given me their prayer card and bookmark. He covered his face (only showing his wife and son) and said, now if you look it this way it's better. I had looked closer and mentioned how his son had grown into a nice looking young man. He began to tell me that he was taller than him and they made him sit down :) I asked how old and he told me 16. Where has the time gone? Anyway...I said, "well, too young." He laughed and said, "What are you now...21?" I said, "23...well really 41." He said a name of someone he knew and his wife said, "Noooo." Do you know how in one word you can get a huge picture of someone or something? Well I heard it in that one word. I told her thank you for having my back.

We laughed a little more about it, and with all seriousness he told me I was doing the right thing, waiting for the guy that God wants for you. Reminded me of how God made Adam and put him to sleep then made Eve and when He woke Adam...he saw everything he dreamed of in Eve. Reminded me that this is my nap time...to be doing what God wants of me, and when it's time God will awake me and when I see (insert the person's name) to run as fast as I can away from him.

We all laughed, but in reality that is what I'm to be doing....sleeping. You know last night it hit me. When I'm sleeping, I'm not thinking about what I'm going to be having to eat or getting the details of my next Zumba routine. I just sleep, rest and dream. I may dream of eating and doing Zumba, but it's not something I plan to do while I sleep. That's what I'm dreaming about...

I think it's interesting that when I'm waiting on God's best for me, how it's always on my mind when I'm awake...I need to think of it that I'm sleeping. If I dream about a particular type of guy, then I need to remember it's a dream while I'm sleeping. The following song reminded me of the type of guy I'm dreaming about. It's just a picture with nothing on the screen, so fill free to just play and follow the words. Some of the descriptions he uses I don't understand, but you can get the picture of the type of Christian guy I'm praying for. I want a guy who loves God with all his heart, soul, mind and strength :) When God wakes me up, I'll see him...I'll see him when it's time :)

Lecrae - I Love You

Yeah, sometimes we get so addicted to self that, you don't realize you hurting other people, specially the people you care the most about.

Hook:
Girl I love ya cross my heart and hope to live to make you smile,
Cause I don't deserve for all the times you held me down,
Listen to me now. I love you girl.

Ya know I had to do a love song
To let the whole world know bout my love jones ,
Love sticks is what I told the docter,
We could be more like Sho Baraka,
But we all moors and we been that
And when I said I do, I meant that
Its trip that, you let me lead you
Cause I'm a mess and sometimes I need you
And I need you, to understand
That I'm dying everything tryin to be a better man,

I put that on my momma,
I love the way you play your part through my drama
Long nights, long flights ,trips outta town
Ya keep my head up when it was hanging down
Down like four flats on a lack
I let you down and you still keep coming back

Hook:
Girl I love ya cross my heart and hope to live to make you smile,
Cause I don't deserve for all the times you held me down,
Listen to me now. I love you girl.

Out here trying to save the world,
Cant forget about my baby girl
And baby girl, you so tight its true to me sometimes I wonder why you fool with me
Cause foolishly I'm prone to hurt you,
Call you grace cause I don't deserve you
I recall cold nights, no lights, low dough nights
You ain't fussin you was there the whole night sayin its alright,

So faithful, Far as beef yeah we done had a plateful
But we ate it up and we made it up
Cause our view of the Lord wasn't great enough
No divorce cause what God brought together,
We will never tear apart, gonna fight and never let up.
And when I get up I'm back down on my knees,
Thank God my rib's the best part of me.

Hook:
Girl I love ya cross my heart and hope to live to make you smile,
Cause I don't deserve for all the times you held me down,
Listen to me now. I love you girl.

All the fellas out there in the world
If your lady love God and you gotta good girl
Stay wit her, pray wit her, take her on a date
Tell her you appreciate....

How she love me, how she cares
And how shes every woman every where,
And baby I'm sorry for all the days I let you down
But I got something to say, I love you girl

Lecrae and Natalie Grant at the 2011 Dove Awards

2011-10-09T21:38:00.000-04:00

Love this...what could be better than Natalie Grant, but Natalie Grant with Lecrae :)

Christy Nockels - Waiting Here For You (Live)

2011-09-30T22:34:00.000-04:00

This is my new song of the moment. I hope you enjoy too :)

Chris August - Candy Wrap

2011-09-18T21:42:00.002-04:00

Went to see Chris August tonight. I really love his music. One of the things I like about him, is his passion about God and the songs that he sings that glorify Him....but Chris also has a humorous side. This song shows it. I got a shirt that was made for this song...thought it would be great to wear to my Zumba class :)

Courageous Movie - The Resolution for Women

2011-09-06T17:29:00.000-04:00

So the book I'm beginning to go through for a study is "The Resolution for Women" by Priscilla Shirer. I really like her writings because she really puts things into practical application. I'm excited to go through this book, but also know from reading the introduction...that it's going to be a book that will challenge me to become the woman that God wants me to be.

I'm so glad that Priscilla Shirer was the chosen writer of this book, because I have read other books of hers and she brings things to a level of understanding. It's like she is talking to you instead of you reading what she has said. I really think this is a book for any woman who wants to be challenged and who wants to become the woman of God.

There are 13 resolutions in the book. They are as follows:

I DO SOLEMNLY RESOLVE to embrace my current season of life and will maximize my time in it. I will resist the urge to hurry through or circumvent any portion of my journey but will live with a spirit of contentment.
I WILL CHAMPION God's model for womanhood in the face of a profeminist culture. I will teach it to my daughters and encourage its support by my sons.
I WILL ACCEPT and celebrate my uniqueness, and will esteem and encourage the distinctions I admire in others.
I WILL LIVE as a woman answerable to God and faithfully committed to His Word.
I WILL SEEK to devote the best of myself, my time, and my talents to the primary roles the Lord has entrusted to me in this phase of my life.
I WILL BE a woman who is quick to listen and slow to speak. I will care about the concerns of others and esteem them more highly than myself
I WILL FORGIVE those who hav ewronged me and reconcile with those I have wronged.
I WILL NOT TOLERATE evil influences even in the most justifiable form, in my self or my home, but will embrace and encourage a life of purity.
I WILL PURSUE justice, love mercy and extend compassion toward others.
I WILL BE FAITHFUL to my husband and honor him in my conduct and conversation in order to bring glory to the name of the Lord. I will aspire to be a suitable partner for him to help him reach his God-given potential.
I WILL DEMONSTRATE to my children how to love God will all their hearts, minds, and strength, and will train them to respect authority and live responsibly.
I WILL CULTIVATE a peacheful home where everyone can sense God's presence not only through acts of love and service but also through the pleasant and grateful attitude with which I perform them.
I FULLY RESOLVE to make today's decisions with tomorrow's impact in mind. I will consider my current choices in light of those who will come after me.

Pray for me as I begin this journey.

summer of weddings

2011-08-31T16:33:00.000-04:00

This past summer, my niece Karis was married to Nate Sego, and my nephew Michael married Amanda Wilson. It was so much fun to be able to attend both weddings. I had the opportunity to help with both weddings in some sort of way. For Karis' I was able to help with fixing her hair, as she had gotten sick that morning and wasn't able to make it to her hair appointment. I fixed my sister Mary's hair for her son's wedding. I was so glad that I was able to serve in some form for both of those weddings.

Now that the weddings are over, it's time to focus on getting my Zumba instructors license. I'm excited about getting that. It's something that is going to help me in my weight loss journey.

Well...that's all for now. I hope to get back to the song a day when everything settles down :)

Day 16 - A song that you used to love, but now you hate - When did you fall in love with me + Lyrics - Chris Rice

2011-07-16T06:57:00.000-04:00

It's not that I hate this song, but I don't love it as much as I used to :) This was a song I liked during one of my relationships, now I think of that guy when I hear it, and it's not a HAPPY memory.

Day 15 - A song that describes you - Francesca Battistelli - This Is The Stuff (Lyric Video)

2011-07-12T22:14:00.000-04:00

When I first heard this song, I didn't really like it, but after listening to the words...I know that is who I am. I lose my phone and keys at least once a day. I also sometimes see the lights of a police car in my rearview window, unfortunately.

It's a fun song, and there's another reason I like it now. At one of the Winter Jam concerts, this past Winter. I met a guy Clint, who couldn't stand this song. Everytime they played it during the breaks as the commercial, I would look back at him. I told him that I would always remember him because of this song :)

Day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love - Grupo Treo - Pégate [Official Music Video]

2011-07-07T23:20:00.000-04:00

This is a song that we dance to at Zumba. It's one of my favorites. I'm not a fan of music that is in another language, but I really like how this goes together. I did check out the words online and it's pretty interesting!

Day 12 I'm skipping / Day 13 A Song that has a great music video - MercyMe - I Can Only Imagine

2011-07-06T07:08:00.000-04:00

Day 12 was A song from a band you hate. I don't want to post anything by a band I hate...if I don't like them, why would I want to junk up with that stuff :)

Day 13 - A song with a great music video. I love this song, but the video is really cool. With the empty frames of people who have passed. It's a great tribute to those people who have left us a great legacy. I love how Michael Tait is in the video. He's the lead singer of my favorite band :) And he's just adorable! I think it's great how Bart and the boys recorded this in memory of their dads who have passed. It's just a great honor :)

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band - Newsboys - Miracles

2011-07-05T06:35:00.000-04:00

Hearing this LIVE is really fun. This is one of the songs they play when they go through the audience on their platforms.

Day 10 - a song you that makes you fall asleep - Michael O'Brien - The Lord's Prayer

2011-07-04T22:41:00.000-04:00

This song doesn't make me fall asleep, but it's easy for me to go to sleep to. I love how this song is so peaceful. I love his version of this.

Day 9 - A song that you know all the words to - Kerrie Roberts "Savior To Me"

2011-07-02T21:49:00.000-04:00

This is a new song taht I sing at church. I really like it, because it has the salvation story from the beginning. I really love how it talks about Creation and how God knew we would need to have His son Jesus to pay our debt. It's a beautiful song :)

Day 6 - a song that reminds you of a certrain event - Arise My Love - by Newsong

2011-07-01T06:59:00.000-04:00

This is one of my favorite songs that reminds me of Easter. To listen to this group sing this LIVE is amazing! I remember the first time I heard it with a friend of mine Gigi - she had never heard the song and she went crazy!! It's just a song that makes you want to SHOUT!!! It's worth going to a newsong concert for just this song!

Hope you enjoy!

Day 6 - a song that reminds you of somewhere - Hallelujah by Newsboys

2011-06-29T22:11:00.000-04:00

This is a song that I play on the way home from any place I'm travelling. It's a tradition that began when going to concerts with my friend Carrie Duty. She and I had so much fun going to many contemporary Christian concerts back in the day :) We would play this song when we hit a certain town on the way home...it meant we were close. Once I would drop her off, I would play this on repeat until I got home, because it was a great song to keep me awake :)

Day 5 - a song that reminds you of someone - Lecrae - Background Ft. C-Lite

2011-06-28T21:54:00.000-04:00

This is a special song because it reminds me of my niece Maddie. She is a special girl in my life. Very inspiring and so much fun to have around me. She's an encouragement and someone who loves music as much as I do. I am so thankful that she is in my life. She introduced me to this song and it was introduced at just the right time, because I needed the reminder that God is in control of my life and I want to do what He leads me to do. My niece Maddie has this desire and I'm thankful of her life encouraging me to persue this too :)
I love you Maddie!!!

Song Challenge Day 4 - A song that makes you sad - Pam Thum - Life Is Hard.mpg

2011-06-27T17:00:00.000-04:00

This song is known as my signature song for me to sing. Anytime people have heard me sing it they request it more. At one time that wasn't a big deal for me, but now it's a really hard song for me to sing. In fact I couldn't figure why people enjoyed hearing the song so much, but finally God allowed for me to get hit with a big storm in my life where I knew what life being hard and knowing that God was good was all about.

Since that storm this song is hard for me to get through without crying. Mainly because I do know that God is good even when life is crashing it's storms on me. Knowing that He is in the midst of it, helps me to know I can make it through it.

Hope you enjoy :)

Song Challenge - Day 3 - A song that makes you happy - MercyMe "Move" LIVE

2011-06-26T21:36:00.000-04:00

So I skipped Day 2 for this challenge because it was of a song that I didn't like. If I don't like a song, why would I post something for it to be played???? Didn't make sense to me, so I skipped it.

Today's song is "Move" by Mercy Me. It's a song that makes me happy :) I love this song because it makes me smile and want to move. I think it's a great song to change a mood. Plus it's has a Bee Gee's sound at the bridge :)

Hope you enjoy :)

Song Challenge - Day 1 - My favorite song - Because of Love

2011-06-23T17:31:00.000-04:00

Over the next 30 days I'm going to be sharing some different songs.

Day 1 - My favorite song. I struggle with choosing a favorite song, because I love music. Music is a big part of my life and it's hard for me to choose a favorite song, but this song by Natalie Grant is a favorite of mine. I have liked it since I first heard it.

Background - Lecrae (feat. C-Lite) - lyrics on screen

2011-06-05T16:36:00.000-04:00

So my niece wrote a quote from this song on her facebook and I looked up the song. Really enjoyed it. Thought I'd share with you :)

The birthday celebrations continue...

2011-05-31T19:27:00.000-04:00

Today I met up with two of my friends to have lunch and get a couple of more presents :) I joined, Ashley (my zumba instructor) and Kathi for lunch today. They got me a Zumba bag and a Zumba shirt :) I'm so excited.

We went to Casa Grande and they sang happy birthday to me and gave me a dessert. I have a feeling those pounds that I gained are going to have some more, but I'm going to do my best this week to get them off.

I also had a piece of new york cheesecake. It was amazing!!

Happy Birthday to me!!!

2011-05-27T18:16:00.000-04:00

Today is my birthday :) A few years ago I got the nerve to ask my favorite artist to sing "happy birthday" to me. He wasn't able to call, but he did send me an mp3 file of him singing it. I still listen to it the morning of my birthday :) It's so great that he did it for me, and thought I'd share it with my readers :)

This has been a really good birthday. I took the day off, and had biscuits and gravy for breakfast. Then I met up with two people to help with hanging a sign for VBS. We got together with a couple of more people for lunch. I came home to hang out a bit. Tonight I am going to meet up with some of my friends for pizza and fellowship :)

Tomorrow I weigh in at Weight Watchers...which will have a gain I'm sure...with all of the food I have eaten these last few days. I will get over the weigh in and begin anew tomorrow :)

Nicole C Mullen sings Kingdom Come w/ lyrics.m4v

2011-05-23T17:58:00.000-04:00

Yesterday, Pastor preached on Jesus' return. With all the news about the rapture being on Saturday, he wanted to encourage us and challenge us to be looking for his return. While he was preaching, this song kept playing in my head. He told us to be watching, while we are watching we should be worshipping and then since we are worshipping we should be serving until He comes.

Jesus taught us to pray.

"Our Father who is in heaven, Hallowed be Your name. Your kindgom come, Your will be done, On earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen."

Nicole C.Mullen has released a new CD and the song Kingdom Come (recored with Michael O'Brien - my favorite singer) is a reminder of how we should be praying until Jesus returns.

My favorite part begins when they sing, "Let it...Come, come, come, let it come, come, come, let it come" Then she brings parts of our lives where we need to pray that the kingdom come "In our home, let Your kingdom come, on the jobs, let thy Kingdom come, in our churches, let thy kingdom, In our Government, in our relationship, in our schools, in our marriages, let thy kingdom come..."

I just really like how that song reminds me that I need to pray as Jesus taught me to pray :)

Holy Captivated - Nicole C. Mullen - My new song of the moment

2011-05-16T18:10:00.001-04:00

Captivated - –verb (used with object), -vat·ed, -vat·ing.

1. to attract and hold the attention or interest of, as by beauty or excellence; enchant: Her blue eyes and red hair captivated him.

2. Obsolete . to capture; subjugate.

I'm captivated by Jesus Christ. The opening track from Nicole C. Mullen's CD "Captivated" is a great song. It's become my song of the moment. I love this worship song.

After hearing last night's message about everything we do be for Jesus only...not for our boasting or for us being seen, but so that we can point people to Jesus. If we are captivated by Jesus...this is how we should live anyway.

Below is the lyrics of this song...hope you enjoy :)

When I behold the beauty of your many wonders
and I'm captivated by your majesty
O my soul rings out a sacred Hallelujah
Back to the Source from whence it came
And when I'm searching for the face of the Invisible
I reach to hold the hand that formed my being
All of a sudden everything that lives within me
Blesses your name
Again and again

Crying -
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb who was slain
To receive our greatest adoration
Jesus, Son of God is His name

When I'm overwhelmed by all that is around me
And the tears that flood my heart run down my face
I'll remember that your heart also was broken
And even in pain
You're worthy of praise

Crying -

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb who was slain
To receive our greatest adoration
Jesus, Son of God is His name

When I contemplate the day of our reunion
And I anticipate the One who calls my name
There's a yearning rising up from deep within me
To be swept away for'er and a day
Cause I can't wait to see the ones who've gone before me
Hear the music, taste the laughter, walk the sea
But the moment I will live and I will die for
Is to hear His voice welcoming me, and I'll cry

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb who was slain
To receive our greatest adoration
Jesus, Son of God is His name
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May God be glorified in my life :)

Stronger by Mandisa (From the Upcoming Album "What If We Were Real")

2011-05-09T18:27:00.000-04:00

My new song of the moment..."Stronger" by Mandisa.

The other day while working on VBS decorations, my friends mentioned that I should get this song to sing. I hadn't recalled the song...even though they play it all the time on K-Love, so I downloaded it from itunes, then listened to it this morning on the way to work. It was just what I needed to encourage me this morning.

Psalm 27:14 says, "Wait on the Lord and be of good courage and He will strengthen your heart, Wait, I say, on the Lord." This verse is something that has been on my heart for awhile now and I realized while listening to this song I'm getting stronger due to the waiting on the Lord. It's tough a lot of times...when I see others getting things that I'm praying for...and it's not that I'm not happy for those others who are getting those things...I am happy for them, but there's still a hurt feeling that I'm still ... WAITING. But this morning this song reminded me that while I'm waiting, I'm getting stronger. I love the line from the bridge ..."He knows how much it hurts, and I'm sure that He's gonna help you get through this..." I believe that and am thankful that I do have a God who cares what I'm going through...who's there with me in the storm...who's there for me to fall into His arms.

Hopefully you will be encouraged by this song too...

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T16:33:00.000-04:00

My momma is the best! How many of us believe that and know it's true! I'm so thankful that God had chosen my mom (and dad) to be my parents. I know I am who I am because of their teaching. My daddy preached the messages that taught the foundations for me to know I needed to be saved, but my momma was there to lead the way to Him that Tuesday night in December. I still remember how God used her as she lead me through Scripture to answer those questions I had asked her. I knew them, but she helped explain them a little more and it seemed to be what I needed to hear, because that night was the night that surrender was there to accept the FREE gift of salvation. I'm thankful for the little lessons momma taught me along the way. The most important was the one of my true identity. The one where I know I'm a child of the king...I know who's girl I am...I'm Jesus' girl! I am royality. No matter what happens to my parents, I know that I'm secure in Jesus. I will ALWAYS be His girl!

Thanks momma....

Steve Reischl - Future Project

2011-05-02T17:20:00.002-04:00

Keep an eye out for this project. He's an amazing singer :)

Resurrection Day

2011-04-24T22:27:00.000-04:00

It has been a VERY long day for me...actually my weekend was really busy and for some odd reason I woke up at 4 am yesterday morning. I tried going back to sleep and was going in and out for about 2 hours. Mom called for me around 8 am, so I did get a bit of sleep. After that, I was awake until almost 2 am this morning. I went to bed and overslept an hour...woke up at 5 am. Got ready for sunrise service and was able to enjoy a great day.

Pastor thought I had some coffee to help me with my hyper-ness, but I think it was chocolate overload from seeing Michael Tait last night. Had a really great time at the concert. I loved taking Leah and Nicholas. Mary had gotten sick and Kat and Ben had decided not to go, so we gave the tickets to some friends of mine that I had ran into last weekend at the Big Daddy Weave concert. It was a really good time.

I got nervous around Michael Tait and ended up wishing him "Merry Christ..." He was funny. Duncan was sweet, he wished Mary to get well...which she did.

This morning at Sunrise, I sang a new song..."Savior to Me (Sing Glory)." I was thankful that God provided the voice for both sunrise solo and the solo in the cantata. We had great services all day and Mary and I went to Mamre for their cantata. It was a great evening :)

God is good and allows us to be reminded of important details of His message throughout history. Before the world began...God had a plan to send His Son Jesus Christ - to PAY IT ALL!!! His sacrifice is the acceptable sacrifice. God created us and wants us to be with Him, that He made a way for us to be with Him. He did this for me...for you. I believe that our job is to bring glory to Him. He is worthy of the praise and honor and glory :)

a difference

2011-04-17T22:01:00.000-04:00

Here is side by side pictures of me before in December (31st) and today April (17th). I'll probably add one next week too with my new Easter Dress :)

update

2011-03-31T18:25:00.000-04:00

Well...it's been awhile since I posted. Life has been crazy for me. At work we are doing some remodelling and we will be adding a new person in my department. Pray for us as we make this transition of a new person coming into our family. I know she is nervous about it.

VBS is soon approaching. We have a meeting scheduled for this Saturday, but I'm not sure I'll be able to make it. I've got A LOT to do this weekend.

Zumba is still a love of mine. I love the cardio workout that I get with it. I love how the stress leaves my body after I finish a class. It's just a really great workout.

I am singing a solo in the Cantata for Easter. We will be having another Easter Music service on Palm Sunday evening. I'm excited about that service. I love getting those services together :)

Well...that's all for now...I think. I'll try to get back with my picture project soon.

a good day

2011-03-22T18:49:00.000-04:00

Today was a really good day for me. I'm so glad that I was able to enjoy a good day. It was busy, but we got a lot done at work. Tonight, I'm working on getting some clothes put up. I have a lot to do, and I'm working to get it done, but it seems the process is slow.

I'm excited about watching the Biggest Loser tonight. That show is an encouragement to this process of mine.

Well...that's all for now :)

Fallen behind...

2011-03-13T13:55:00.000-04:00

I have fallen behind on my picture project. My momma made sure to remind me that I needed to get that boys bottom off my blog :) It was interesting that she said something, because I made a scrapbook for the people from Winter Jam to sign and one of the pics I used was that one that Michael Tait shaking his butt. He was laughing at it and Jody was teasing him about it. It was so cute :)

Ginger, Mary and I had a really good time, but it was a long day and a VERY short night. I was glad to be able to go and would do it again :)

This morning's service was very good. Pastor spoke on the elder brother of the prodigal boy. It was really good and brought out a lot of things that I'm thinking about. I know I have been like the elder son before - and now in some areas of my life. I'm thankful that I have a pastor who understands what I say - without using a lot of words. He and I discussed it a bit after church and he totally understood :)

God is good and He's given all of us more than we deserve, because we deserve...Hell. But God gave us His Son, Jesus - who came to earth as a man. Jesus lived as we do, but without sin. Then He gave His life for us (me and you). I'm thankful that He paid the price...HE PAID IT ALL!!! Now I don't have to live eternity without Him.

Until next time :)

Day 22 - a picture of something you wish you were better at - YOGA

2011-03-13T13:43:00.000-04:00

I like a DVD called "Praise Moves" it's a person who took moves that are in yoga and put a biblical spin on it. I don't like all types of Yoga - but when Bob Harper teaches it on the DVDs that I have, I'm able to do it like "Praise Moves."

Most yoga classes and DVDs talk about getting out of your body and focusing on cleansing your mind and getting everything out of it. That is a dangerous thing because Satan can trap a person.

When I approach yoga, I focus on my breathing...which is something that God has given to me. I also focus scripture (even when doing Bob's yoga) because I know focusing on the things of God, I'm able to withstand Satan's attacks. It's something that I have to be aware of, because I want to thank God during my yoga time. Get that focus of what God has given me. After all, he created me for HIS glory.

Day 21 - A picture of your favorite night

2011-02-27T23:22:00.000-05:00

Seeing Michael with the Newsboys. He adds a really nice touch to the group. I love his energy. It makes for a really good concert :)

Day 20 - A picture of a place you would like to travel

2011-02-27T15:17:00.000-05:00

Australia. I have never been to this place, but I love to hear people from this place talk. They have the coolest accents :)

Day 19 - A picture of when you were little

2011-02-23T20:59:00.000-05:00

I love this picture of me and my brother Paul. This shows the place I loved in the kitchen. We had a bar in the kitchen and I used to sit and stand on it. (From what my sister Mary says, I still like dancing on tables - supposedly she has a reliable source who says I still do this).

Most of the pictures of me when I was a kid have me in these pajamas :) I loved them.

The boy in the front of the picture is Paul my brother. He was a great playmate. When he got older I used to play with him...he was the Incredible Hulk (without the green makeup) and I was the bionic woman. It was so much fun playing together.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity - being lonely

2011-02-23T20:53:00.000-05:00

I'm a Christian, so I know I have the Holy Spirit and that I'm never alone, but I'd love to have someone with skin to share my life. I'm thankful that I don't have a family who pushes me to get married or asks me why I'm not married and all the other awkward questions that other singles get. I do have a family that knows I have a desire to be married and to have a special person in my life. That is helpful with being single. It's tough sometimes though when we are all together and there's me. Thankfully I do have nieces and nephews who like to do things with me and I can have lots of fun with them.

Day 17 - A Picture of something that has impacted your life recently

2011-02-21T18:15:00.000-05:00

Zumba - Even though Zumba is a movement that has been around for awhile, but a lot of people still don't know what this is.

Zumba is the name of a dance fitness program, created by dancer and choreographer Alberto (Beto) Perez in Columbia during the 1990's. The program combines Latin and International music with dance in n effort to make exercise fun...and fun it is!!!

I was introduced to Zumba a few years ago, but only went to one class and just about died. I didn't feel that the class was fun, just showed me how uncoordinated and out of shape I was.

The second time I took a Zumba class I was at a moment in my life where I wanted to get into shape and make a difference. My sister Mary met a Zumba instructor and wanted to take her class in South Point. I work about 5 minutes from where she teaches the class, so I waiting around after work and met my sister with another mutual friend who took Zumba at another place. This time around it was different. The music was not just Latin, but also brought some hip hop and remix stuff that was fun to workout too. The class is to most Latin, but a portion can be the fun more up-to-date music, but I prefer the more up-to-date music :)

After that class, I was a new Zumba addict-to-be. Lisa, the instructor, told my friend and I about a class that was beginning at a local Firehouse about 3 miles from my house. My friend was up for going and wanted to have someone to keep her accountable. I invited a few other freinds of mine and the addition was fed. I not love Zumba...almost as much as I love Bob (Harper)! I have never heard Bob talk about Zumba, but I know he would approve...because I'm up and moving. I actually enjoy working out now. I used to say I wouldn't workout in the evening because it made less time in the evenings...and yes it does, but it's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. I'm thankful for the fact that I have the opportunity to take this class. I'm thankful for my new Zumba teacher Ashley...as well as my personal trainer Lisa (who was my first Zumba instructor ... that helped me to love the workout). It's been a big help to the new journey I've been on...

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

2011-02-20T20:53:00.000-05:00

Lisa Irish is a new friend to me. I was introduced to her by my sister - who wanted to visit her Zumba class. I was not excited at all about it, as I had taken a Zumba class before and barely survived.

Anyway, after taking this class, I had made contact with an old friend who was really wanting to have someone to join her in Zumba classes. Once taking Lisa's class, I was ready to give Zumba another try. Getting to know Lisa has been a joy. She has encouraged me in ways that she may not realize. A smile during class, a text message, or even inviting me to a master Zumba class. It has been a pleasure getting to know her and learning to love Zumba.

She is also my person trainer. She recently became certified so it's official too :) It's amazing how God brings people into your life. Lisa has introduced me to my Zumba instructor Ashley Harper. I wanted to post a picture, but my phone is not working at this moment, so I'll add it later :)

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

2011-02-19T07:03:00.000-05:00

The thing I'd like to do before I die is get married. My favorite proposal scene is from the movie "He's Just Not That Into You." It is when a couple who has been together for 7 years, but hasn't gotten married decides to propose. It's very sweet!

The thing is...I don't want to just get married to just any guy. I want someone special :)

Day 14 - A picture of someone that you could not imagine your life without

2011-02-18T21:30:00.000-05:00

My family is my main support. My sister share a special bond that is an anchor to me. I can't imagine my life without them. I love my brothers too, but there is something about sisters that is very nice.

This is one of the latest family pictures we have...There is still someone not pictured, but she is there...it's Chloe (my niece Marisa's daughter). This family was specially made for me. We are a crazy bunch of people and really enjoy spending time with each other when we are all together. I wish they all lived closer...it's tough sometimes not having them close to me :)

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

2011-02-17T18:49:00.000-05:00

This is always hard for me to narrow down. I love music and there are many artists that have influenced my life. Here are the top 3.

- Michael O'Brien. He is a solo artist that has vocals smooth as butter
He joined the group Newsong for a short stint, but is back doing music as a ministry. His latest recording is a work or worship. Really great music to play while reading the Bible or meditating. Michael's testimony is full of God's grace and forgiveness...as well as the forgiveness of his wife. He loves her with all his heart and encouraging other couples to live a life of purity in their marriage.

Natalie Grant is my favorite female vocalists. Her integrity speaks volumes in her testimony. She's very personable and down to earth. Her heart goes out to youth women - wanting to influence them in their walk with God - which is why she's involved with Revolve Tour (A teen girls Women of Faith conference)

Michael Tait began his career as 1/3 of DC Talk. His soulful vocals provided a new spin of rap music. He recently joined the group Newboys as lead vocals and I have to say...I love the addition of this change. It was going to be hard at first, because I thought of it as a new "Tait" band, but after seeing them in concert I saw Newsboys in a new light. It's not a new "Tait" but a new "Newsboys." I do miss Peter as lead vocal, but appreciate his heart to pursuing the new ministry.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

2011-02-16T21:47:00.000-05:00

I have said this before "I love Bob!" There is something inspiring about this man. When I workout with him, I may be frustrated that he's asking me to do something, but I still do it, and while I'm doing it, I say "I love Bob!" It helps me to make it through.

If I were to ever get the chance to meet him, I'd really enjoy it. I would probably ask a lot of questions. I definitely would take a lot of pictures, because he's very FINE! It definitely makes working out easier when there is a really nice looking guy to look at :)

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

2011-02-15T20:29:00.000-05:00

I like vegetables, but I hate brussel sprouts. I have never tried them, because I can't get passed the smell.

I'm a texture eater and I don't like mushy stuff. I struggled eating spinach that was cooked, but as long as it's mixed with some pasta I can eat it, but brussel sprouts have a horrible smell...and I can't bring myself to eat them. That's why I hate them!

Day 10 - A Picture of the person you do the silliest things with

2011-02-14T21:17:00.000-05:00

My girls - Ginger, Mary and Kat. I love them! (Ben is taking the picture and he's a lot of fun too...I can be very silly around these people. These four are the people who know me the best (outside of my family). I have put my foot in my mouth many times with them...and they know how my brain works. We have fun anytime we are together...even in church!

This was taken at our New Year's Eve party...which is a tradition for us. We have found the older we get the shorter the evening :)

I don't know what I would do without them...They are an amazing group of friends who support AND challenge me. I love them! (What a good picture to post on Valentine's Day)

Day 9 - a picture of the person who has helped you the most

2011-02-13T17:16:00.000-05:00

My dad is an amazing man. He not only had been a great father to me, but His example of God's love is something that I was able to learn because of him.

I still remember what he wrote in my high school graduation card - "failure is not final." It has been a phrase that has gotten me through my adult life. He also was my first pastor and my favorite :) The consistent life that he lead the church and our family allowed me to see something real - and not a fake Christian life.

He has loved my mom is a way that demonstrates God's love for us as His children.

Day 8 - A picture of something that makes you laugh

2011-02-13T16:59:00.000-05:00

This is a picture from college. The guy kissing my foot is Tommy Hall. He is so funny and I can't think of any other guy willing to do this than he was. I don't get to see him much now, but I used to call him my "little brother."

Day 7 - A picture of your favorite thing

2011-02-11T21:04:00.000-05:00

My favorite color is orange and my favorite animal is penguins. This is a picture that shows my new sheets (orange) and my build-a-bear friends. From left to right is my bear Nathan Scott, my penguin (not a build-a-bear) named Phoenix, my first bear Michael Vaughn and my penguin Smakar.

My friends bought me Smakar and named it after themselves (Sara, Mary, & Kat). My other penguin was bought by Kat and Ben for my 39th birthday. I know it sounds crazy to get a stuff animal for a birthday in my 30's, but I'm so young at heart and it's a favorite animal of mine.

My conforter is my penguin comforter that my mom sewed an orange sheet to so I would enjoy being under it. I'm very picky when it comes to blankets. I love the first quilt that my mom made because it's made with a sheet as the backing. It's something that I call my security blanket. Now I have a new one, but still get to use my old one too :)

Day 6 - A picture of someone you wish you could switch places with for a day

2011-02-10T22:08:00.000-05:00

My new favorite show is Criminal Minds. I love Derek Morgan (Shamar Moore), but there is something about Dr. Spencer Reid (Matthew Grey Gubler) that makes him someone I like. I know he's a character and I want to trade places with the actress who kisses him - in his character :)

He's adorable and geeky and so funny. I've watched all of the first 5 seasons and have grown to just love his character with each episode.

My mom asked me "Why do you always want to kiss married boys?" I told her he wasn't married... to which her reply was "Is he a Christian?" I told her he's a character on a TV show and he's a fake person. She then asked "why do you want to kiss fake people?" My answer (but I didn't tell her)...at least I would be kissing someone then :)

I don't want to a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend. I want a man who will challenge me in my walk with Christ. One who will pursue me and love me as Christ loves the church. I have given my "wish list" to God, but He knows who He is preparing ... and the more I think about the guy...I think He's preparing Jesus for when he returns for His bride...ME (well, I'm one of them)

Day 5 - A picture of your favorite memory

2011-02-09T22:19:00.000-05:00

My favorite memory (or one of them) was meeting Natalie Grant for the first time. She is my favorite female vocalist, and a really sweet lady. She is someone I admire - not only because she is an amazing singer, but also because she is a woman of integrity.

This was also the day I met Mark Hall, her road manager (at the time since her husband Bernie was traveling with her). Mark was single at the time, and a cutie (unfortunately for me - he's married now).

I also enjoyed this day because I shared it with my friend Carrie (Newsome at the time). She and I had the opportunity to see so many artists. She was a great concert buddy :)

My hair was blonde back then :) I liked this hair cut...it was taken from CeCe Winans style.

Day 4 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

2011-02-08T06:46:00.000-05:00

The picture that I wish I could forget is a broken heart. The picture is a cartoon of a girl getting her heart broken. I have been there...a few times. I think that's one of the reasons that I don't put myself out there anymore...it hurts. I know that God has comforted me after my broken heart and I'm thankful that He's always with me. Even after time has passed, it still is hard.

Day 3 - A picture of your favorite show

2011-02-07T20:58:00.000-05:00

First of all I have two favorite shows. One Tree Hill is in it's 8th season...I love all the seasons...even the ones that people are not big fans of...

The second show is my new favorite show - Criminal Minds. I just started watching it, from the seasons that I bought. I haven't see the current season yet, because I was still catching up.

Day 2 - a picture of me and someone I used to be close with

2011-02-06T08:46:00.001-05:00

This is a picture taken at a wedding for my friend Carrie. She and I used to hang out together all the time. We used to be professional concert attendees. Most of my concert memories have something to do with Carrie. We had a blast.

Due to crazy schedules our friendship doesn't get the chance to allow us to do a lot together, but I still think she knows me very well. She and I used to joke that we shared a brain. She will still tell me that she has let me borrow it every now and then.

I loved this dress ... I think it's my favorite of the dresses that I wore to be in a friends' wedding.

(Pictured from left to right: Emily (Carrie's sister), me, Carrie (the bride), Amanda (Carrie's sister), and Erica (Carrie's friend).

Day 1 - a picture of yourself with 15 facts about yourself

2011-02-05T19:27:00.000-05:00

1. I am a Christian.
2. I am in my 40's (however I don't look it).
3. I collect penguins - I love them!
4. I love the color orange.
5. I recently have made a lifestyle change to become a healthier person.
6. I want an iphone.
7. I love contemporary Christian music.
8. I have a new show that I like to watch "Criminal Minds", but I still love my favorite "One Tree Hill."
9. I was a huge fan of the show Alias - it is where my love for Michael Vartan began.
10. If I could date a television character it would be Dr. Spencer Reid from "Criminal Minds."
11. I recently inherited a personal trainer.
12. I love working out with Zumba and my instructor Ashley Harper. (when I get a chance with Lisa Irish, too!)
13. It's weird, but I love working on VBS decorations.
14. I can be a little OCD (or CDO) - due to this - I put my CD's in their cases with the picture or writing straight.
15. My two favorite songs from Glee are "Umbrella/Singin' in the Rain" and "I've Had the Time of my Life."

30 day picture project

2011-02-05T19:07:00.000-05:00

I have decided to do another picture project, but it's going to be a little different. I have a list of pictures to post. So I'll post the picture then write a blog about it :)

Hope you enjoy!!

Newsboys :)

2011-01-18T20:35:00.000-05:00

I love the Newsboys...even with Michael Tait as the lead singer. He has really brought a new energy to the group. I love Peter Fuller, but am really glad that they got a really great guy to step in...

The Newsboys have this long cat walk between the center isles...and Michael Tait knows how to walk that cat walk :) He is hilarious to watch...dancing and shaking his butt down the isle.

I really am glad that Jody is back in the group. He left for a little while, but now is back and is rocking it amazingly.

In that cat walk there is a platform that raises...it's amazing in person to see it. Jody and Jeff also are on platforms that take them out in the audience. It's really incredible to see...and makes for a really great show :)

Duncan Phillips - the drummer. I have named him "Duncan Monkey Man" ... why? I think it's because once when we met him he smiled a goofy smiled that made it look like a Monkey. So funny!!

Seeing the spinning drum set live is amazing. I have seen this several times, but it never gets old. I really love this part of the concert...and am glad that they still do it :)

I was able to get my picture with two guys from "Our Hearts Hero" (formerly known as "Fireproof"). This is Nick (the lead singer) and Jeremy (the drummer). It was neat to be able to get pictures with them too. Nick went to school with my niece so I have known him before he became a big shot group with Gotee Records :)

Winter Jam 2011 - Charleston, WV

2011-01-09T20:53:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, I went to Charleston, WV for Winter Jam 2011 with two other friends of mine - Mary and Ginger. We had a blast. It was a long day though. I was able to get some pretty decent pictures.

While we were waiting to get into the auditorium, Chris August came out and Ginger wanted to get her picture taken with him. He was really nice.

Winter Jam is hosted by the group Newsong. They had a desire in their hearts to be able to bring together artists for one evening and not charge a lot at the door. Last night's concert was $10.00 and most of the CD's at the table were on sale for $5. It's a great thing Christian artists to do for those who don't have a lot of money. I love the fact that many artists are willing to do this for the public :)

Mary was in heaven while David Crowder was on stage. She loves him :) I actually enjoyed him while he was on stage. I didn't realize how much I liked his music. Most of the time I hear his stuff on the radio it's not something I enjoy, but I really did enjoy the concert.

I will write more about the concert when I get the rest of my pictures uploaded. My battery died as I was trying to get them uploaded. It was a really nice evening.

Zumba - my new love :)

2011-01-06T21:34:00.000-05:00

Wow! I never thought there would be an exercise out there that I would absolutely love to do, but I have found something...Zumba. This is an amazing workout to burn a lot of calories in just an hour...and a lot more with afterburn :)

I was introduced to Zumba through a friend a few years ago, and it was quite difficult for me. Maybe it was the teacher, but I didn't think I would make it through the class. This past November my sister, Mary met a Zumba instructor who has a class in South Point (which I work in South Point), but there is another one she told me about and it's about 5 minutes from my house. I went to the one in South Point and it was so much fun. An old friend had joined my sister and I, and she encouraged me to try the class closer to home. I was so excited to have another person to go. I still wasn't sold yet, but now I am. I love it. I love reconnecting with old friends through this form of exercise. In fact, in tonight's class I got to see a high school buddy and another acquaintance from my past :)

Tonight's class was really crazy. I burned over 1000 calories in the class along, but with afterburn it was over 1100 :) I am doing well with my calorie intake. It's actually fun and challenging to me. The big part is going to be Saturday...I'm going to a concert and I'm sure we will be eating out so I pray that I'll make healthy choices :) I'm taking my food journal and calorie book which will help.

Continue to pray for me in this journal...and if you can find a Zumba class and join :)

Positive outlooks

2011-01-03T21:57:00.000-05:00

I'm a bubbly person. Most people notice my smile, but I really love my eyes. I love the color brown they are...it's not just a brown, but it's a chocolate brown :)

Anyway, today was a very positive day for me. I weighed myself at the beginning of the year and today was our official weigh in day for our "Burlington Loser" and I've lost 2 pounds :) I know it's just 2 pounds, but it's 2 pounds less. I am so excited about this process. I know that calorie counting is not hard, and I have a great workout that I love to do - Zumba :)

I'm doing this process because I want to look nice for two weddings this year. Plus I just want to become more healthy.

My goal for Bible reading is reading the New Testament in one year. I have tried many times reading the entire Bible. I have read all the books of the Bible (for classes at Bible school), but not all in one year. I want to try just the New Testament. Once we finish that, I may try to do the Old Testament - then I'll try both...I'm just going to keep trying - getting further than I have gotten before :)

Until next time...

Happy New Year!!

2011-01-01T18:29:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year!!!

I spent New Year's Eve hanging with some of my closest friends. We had a good game night. Mary's brother and sister-in-law came by too. It was really a fun evening of just hanging out and playing games. We played Pictionary on the Wii, Encore, and Scattigories.

We ate some really good food, and it was probably the last time we will have that for awhile as most of us are changing our eating habits.

Today, I was still working on my room. I'm getthing things organized and thrown out. I'm really glad that I'm weeding things out, because it's going to help I think. I know there is a lot more to do, but I think doing it slowly will help me to get rid of more stuff.

Looking forward to seeing how God is going to work in my life in 2011.

Close to the end of 2010

2010-12-30T22:19:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year Adam! (you know because Adam came before Eve!) LOL!!

Today I went for my annual ovarian scan. This was done in Lexington, KY at Markey Cancer Center. I participate in a research program where they do an annual scan each year and monitor to see if early detection of ovarian cancer can help. Right now, there is only a 5% chance of survival of ovarian cancer. My aunt had it and my oldest sister is a survivor. I'm so thankful for this research program. It's free to me. No worry about insurance or anything like that. So far things are looking normal :)

On the way home, I rocked some tunes from DeGarmo & Key. Listening to those songs brought me to remembering an amazing man of God. I still miss Dana Key - even though I had never met him, his ministry touched my heart :)

I had another great Zumba class. I'm looking forward to seeing what will come of doing these classes and making the changes I plan to make in 2011.

While I was driving to class, I was listening to K-Love and heard something from Pasty Clairmont. there was a question about changing your spouse and her answer was to do nothing to him. She talked about her personal testimony of having an unsaved spouse. She said that she used to try to talk to him until she was blue...then one day she gave it to God and started to ask Him what He could do to her in helping the situation. While she began to change and show God's love, eventually her husband came to Christ. I have been praying for my future husband. Asking for God to show me who he is and to introduce us...knowing that God may not be finished working on me - I began to wonder maybe this year instead of praying for God to introduce me to him to just continue to grow in grace and knowledge. Begin to do my reading schedule for the New Testament, w0rk on my new challenge of a healthy lifestyle and enjoy life to the fullest. I'm really excited to see what God has for me this year.

May you be encouraged to make the changes that need to bring you closer to our Creator!

Merry Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T22:09:00.000-05:00

Today, has been a good day. Got up this morning and went to pick up the cake I ordered for the Christmas party for Jesus my Sunday school class will be having on Sunday morning. Then I came back home and got ready to visit with my sister. We went to Christmas Eve service with her and her family. It was a really good service. The pastor performed a narrative on Simeon's part in the Christmas story.

I have my bed ready...the boys wanted to sleep on it, but I told them Santa wouldn't come unless they were in their own bed :)

This is a special evening...I usually help my sister wrap presents...this year it looks like she got a lot done before I got here. Right now, I'm watching "A Boyfriend for Christmas"...it's one of my favorite Christmas movies they play on those holiday movie channels.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow and giving my parents their presents...mainly my daddy. I won't write about it until after he sees it.

Until next time...Merry Christmas Eve!!!

Merry Christmas Adam

2010-12-23T21:58:00.000-05:00

I wish you a Merry Christmas Adam, because this is the day before Christmas Eve and since Adam came before Eve this day is called Christmas Adam :)

Tonight a few of my friends and I got together to exchange Christmas gifts. I love this time of year...searching for that special gift for someone. I was worried about one of my friends and picking out the special gift, but he did like it.

For Ben, I got Seasons 1 & 2 of NUMB3RS and a World of Warcraft desk calendar (it's trivia each day).
For Kat, I got a messenger bag with Glee and Season 1 of Glee.
They got me a gift that hasn't made it here yet...it's a penguin hat :)

For Mary, I got Eclipse on DVD (which she received the night it was released on DVD), but to have something to open, I got her a T-shirt that was Twilight inspired. It says "Jesus is The Light" with some passages of scripture. I also got her a button just like it and an Eclipse calendar.
She got me an orange bear pillow pet :) It matches my bedroom.

For Ginger, I got her Flywheel on DVD (she has been looking for it for a LONG time) and made her a cookbook. This cookbook was special because it had some pictures of her favorite cooks and a special treat for her. She really liked it.
She got me HawthoRNe Season 1 on DVD...I love that show because it has Michael Vartan in it :)

It's been a good evening. We met for dinner, then opened presents, I left to attend Zumba class...was the only one there, but was thankful to have it. I'm feeling really good and worked out really hard :)

Tomorrow, I will go and pick up a cake for our party on Sunday in Sunday school. I hope the kids like their party :)

Well...until next time. Merry Christmas Adam :)

Christmas shopping

2010-12-18T07:20:00.000-05:00

Today is my final day of Christmas shopping. My dad doesn't drive anymore and usually goes with my mom when he needs to go somewhere. I volunteered to take him Christmas shopping for momma so we are going today. We asked momma to go with us so she doesn't have to stay at home alone. Getting ready to head out for breakfast. I'm so excited because I love spending time with my parents.

I'm excited about getting all my shopping completed so I can wrap and finish putting together presents. I love this time of year...picking out gifts that I think people will enjoy...finding that special gift and seeing the person's face when they open it (if able to).

Today is a work party also and I have choir practice too...it's going to be very busy, so I may have to cut out something :)

Well, I had better get ready ... we leave soon :)

A new blog

2010-12-17T23:20:00.000-05:00

I know I don't write in this blog every week or day, but I am going to be starting a new blog about my "Biggest Loser" journey. First of all, I'm not on the biggest loser, but I'm going to journey my way through my process. I'm thinking that blogging about this and having it available will help with accountability. If you happen to read this blog and want to see the journey, feel free to bookmark

http://deejaysbiggestloser.blogspot.com/

I have posted one blog to explain what I'm doing. Just wanted to explain on this one too.

Christmas is approaching quickly. I'm excited about it. Happy Christmas to everyone :)

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year :)

2010-12-09T18:32:00.000-05:00

I love Christmas time...I think it has a lot to do with the fact when I was 13 years old, I accepted Jesus as my Savior. It was on Decmeber 20th - 5 days before Christmas :) I'm so thankful and grateful that I made the decision to accept Jesus' gift. Knowing that I have hope and assurance is a blessing. I know many people during this time of year -- don't have hope. They don't know that things will not always be lonely, rough, or hectic. God is an amazing source of strength. When I'm weak, His strength is there to hold me secure. It's sounds trite, but it's so true. I can tell you many times when I have felt lost and alone, but knowing that Jesus was with me, I was able to get my focus where it needs to be ... on Him and giving Him glory and realized that my problems are not really problems at all.

I'm thankful that my church allows me to organize an evening of Christmas music to celebrate this time of season. There are so many songs that speak of the birth of Christ and the reason He came to this earth...and to be able to celebrate this season with a passion of mine - music is just double the rewards.

I was able to sing with I:43 the original group and the new and improved I:43...we have asked a new guy in our church to join with us. I am hoping that it will be a permanent part of this group and it's nice to have a fuller sound. I also sang a song and dedicated it to my friend Ruthie. She had asked me to sing it, so I decided to do it at the last minute :) It really went well.

I would like to close with a prayer for those who may be hurting during this time...may you be able to turn to God in this time of need...

Father God, I ask that you be especially with those who are hurting during this time of year. I pray that You will bring Christian friends and people in their pathways so they may be encouraged during this time of year and may even be birthed into Your family. I know that I'm thankful for that fact and know how important it is for others to know Your grace and peace. May You get the honor and glory during this Christmas season...as it is the reason we celebrate. Amen!

Cooking With Todd Agnew - Turkey Salad

2010-11-30T17:59:00.000-05:00

I love Todd Agnew as an artist, and he has decided to show us how to make a Turkey salad with left over turkey. I think he's funny when he decides which knife to use for chopping :)

Thanksgiving / Buckeye Christmas

2010-11-25T23:33:00.000-05:00

Today is the day that my family (the Jaynes) set aside to celebrate Thanksgiving dinner and then we gather together to exchange presents (the event that is commonly known as Buckeye Christmas). It's a very special day...and one that I really look forward too each year.

I love this time of year, because it begins my evaluation process. The process of looking back on the year and seeing what has happened and what I am thankful for...

I'll start chronologically because it will be the easiest way to recall what has happened.

Job - I'm thankful for the job that God has given me. I believe God lead me to this job at the right time and has allowed me to share my life in it. I also love the people with whom I work. It's been a pleasure getting to know my co-workers and exploring new friendships.

Single Friends - In February, my single ladies (who are special friends) celebrated "Anti-Valentine's Day." I'm thankful that I have special friends who help me during this lonely holiday.

Car - In April, I went with my brother-in-law Mike and sister Becky to purchase my first semi-new car. We went to Lindsey Honda in Columbus to get a 2007 Honda CRV for me. The mileage and price was something that I prayed for. I'm thankful that God allowed this opportunity for me.

Turning 40 - I'm thankful for my 40th birthday celebrations. I had a few of them this year. My first was the Sunday before my birthday. My friends took me to Fat Patty's (my new favorite restaurant). Mary had given me a birthday sash and the waiter couldn't believe that I was turning 40 :) My co-workers, on my birthday, hung up signs all over the office wishing me a happy 40th birthday. They also TP'd my new car :) My final celebration happened in June. My friends had made plans for us to meet at Ben and Kat's house to go see the A-Team. Mary stopped by to pick me up and we went to Ben and Kat's. I walked to the door and there was a picture of Bella and Jacob hanging on the door. There was a message with a bubble saying that was from the book. I took it off the door and proceeded inside. I went up the stairs that were covered with a black table cloth and apples places on the steps. My friends said together "DeeJay, you don't know how long I've waited for you." I was so surprised. It ended up that after we ate...we decied to go see A-Team because that's what I thought we were doing anyway.

Vacation - Went to the beach with friends again this year. It was a fun week...

Roof project - Several members of the family came together to help my parents with a roof project. The men worked and I helped with running on the ground and in the kitchen and running errands. It was nice to be able to take a few days off work to help with it.

Sister day at Camden Park - Went to Camden Park one night with my two sisters and their children. We missed my oldest sister, but it was fun to be with Leah and Mary. Leah and I rode the haunted house and I laughed the entire ride, because I was laughing at Leah - she was so funny :)

Concerts - Got to go to see a few concerts this year...Mercy Me (August), Chris Tomlin and Natalie Grant (October).

I'm thankful for the new challenges God has brought into my life that I'm implementing. For one, I'm giving this year to Christmas missions each payday. I hope to be able to send the gifts to at least two missionaries...depending on how it goes, maybe three :)

This year we were able to get a picture of my sisters with our mom. It was such a sweet time getting this picture...I thought I'd post it :)

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

2010-11-16T23:19:00.001-05:00

My niece Maddie loves music just like me. She introduced me to some new songs thsi week. One is this one by Bruno Mars. I like this song mainly for the lyrics. This is the type of guy I'm praying for...someone who loves me for being me. I definitely think it's worth the wait :)

Work...I really love my job!

2010-11-12T17:54:00.000-05:00

So it's been awhile since I've blogged, and I know my momma is wondering what's happening...even though I pretty much tell her everything that's happening, I think she likes to see it through this blog to know that I'm telling her the truth (maybe)...

Anyway...I wanted to blog about my job. I work at a family care center affiliated with a local hospital. I began working there at the beginning of this year. We just went through our end of the fiscal year, and got our bonus' today. I have to say, I wasn't expecting much - because our hospital has had a hard year. I'm thankful first of all that I am employed. God provided my job to me at just the right time.

I left a good company and really liked the people I worked with, but it just wasn't for me. I was a secretary for an insurance company. It was okay for the secretary point of it, but I really didn't like my job. I can honestly say "I love my job!" now. The patients that come to our office are really great...sometimes demanding, but that's understandable - think abou it - when you are sick you want to do anything to get better.

The people I work with are all amazing. We have a great family working with us. It's really nice to enjoy going to work :)

Until next time.

Anthony Evans - Snacking - video blog with my commentary

2010-11-02T05:19:00.000-04:00

So this morning, I woke up really early...not for any major reason...went to the bathroom then decided to check email. While checking it, I went to youtube to check out my subscriptions. Anthony Evans posted a new video blog about snacking on food how God used that illustration to show him about how he snacks on the world. Listen to it because it's good.

While listening to it, I noticed how it went with both messages from Sunday. My pastor spoke on the subject of Sin. Not something very popular in this day in age, but as I have said in previous blogs, I'm thankful that my pastor preaches from the Word of God and not just sugar coats his messages. Anyway, snacking on the world can be called Sin and when we are christians we have a privledge of forgiveness of sins. We can confess our sin and get right with God. I know that God has been working in my life in this area and am thankful that He uses sermons and video blogs to get us on the right track. The evening message about about our love for God's word. How we appreciate it and meditate on it.

After the service, I spoke with pastor about how God had been working on me this week and how both of those sermons were just the icing on the cake of what He was doing for me this week. I mentioned to pastor how scripture was the first thing I thought of when encouraging a friend earlier that morning. It was the first thing I could think of. I didn't want to give any of my thoughts, but just give the words of God for a comfort ... the same words that have comforted me in trying times.

I'm thankful that God hasn't given up on me...that He continues to work in my life and help me to strive to be more like Him...not just leave me snacking on the world. Hope your day was encouraged too!

October is Pastor Appreciation Month

2010-10-30T21:16:00.000-04:00

October is pastor appreciation month. I'd like blog a bit about what a wonderful pastor I have - Scott Jenkins. I first met him when I was in 4th grade. He was attending the church where my father had begun to pastor. Eventually he began working with the youth group and by the time I was able to attend youth group he was in full swing. I learned so much from him when I was in that youth group. My father left the church in 1990, and Scott began to pastor that church.

Through the years, we kept in touch. After he left his first church, he pastored a small church in town. Eventually he left there, and my dad recommended him to fill the pulpit for him when he became too ill to preach. My dad actually left the church, but didn't want to keep them short-handed. Scott filled in a few times there. By this time, Gateway Baptist was in need of a pastor. I prayed about this situation as there was another man who Gateway was considering. I'm thankful to say that my prayers were answered in the way I was praying them :) God allowed for our paths to once again join together on this journey.

I'm thankful that Scott stands up for what he believes. He preaches from the Word. He doesn't water down his messages, tickling our ears...but his messages are filled with words of wisdom.

He's also a servant. He teaches us to be servants by being one himself. Our church has gotten special care since he's retired (some doors fixed, painting of rooms, and even our VBS decorations had some added help).

I'm thankful that I can say that Scott Jenkins is my pastor. He's also a friend :)

Natalie Grant with Jason Lovins Band

2010-10-24T13:18:00.000-04:00

Thursday night I had the opportunity to see Natalie Grant in concert. It was brought to our area by the Jason Lovins Band. This is a local group in the Tri-State area that is really talented. I heard them when they opened for Mercy Me. They are really good. My favorite song they perform is "It Is Well." I'm excited about the hymns project they are getting ready to release. When they sing "It Is Well", I cry. It's a very simple arrangement, but so powerful.

The night was incredible. I am so glad that Jason took on the job of bringing the concert to our area. It was almost called off.

Natalie was really good. I do wish that she sang a few songs that she didn't, but it was still good. She is 7 months pregnant. She talked about baby
Sadie and her older sisters. Her husband, Bernie, wasn't with her this trip. Of course, I did bring the CD's that he recorded. Tiffany took them back to her and she took a picture and tweeted about it.

One of the songs she sang that I really enjoyed was "Your Great Name." This song is on her latest CD in two versions. The first is full band, but the last song it's an acoustic version. That's the way she sang it that night. That version is my favorite. It just brings the song to a new level.

The picture on the left is me with Tiffany. The right picture is me with Kat, Mary and Gigi. We sat together at the concert. My sister Leah and her son and two other friends had already left. It really was a good night.

5K - Run in Remembrance (or in my case ... walk)

2010-10-16T21:51:00.000-04:00

Today, I participated in a 5K walk...this is my first participation, but I used to walk 3 miles a day about 4 years ago. Anyway, I walked in remembrance of my grandmother Erma Hutchinson. I called her Beball. She is my mom's mother. I think I was closer to her because we visited with her a lot and she actually lived with us before she went to the nursing home.

I decided to do the race with my friends. Ben, Kathi, Tim and Mary. Ben ran for his grandpa, Kathi her grandma, Tim and Mary ran for Dale Bird, a former teacher and friend of the both of them. It was nice to have them supporting me at the finish line. Mary in my sight for most of the race, but she would run every now and then and got way ahead of me at the end.

My goal today was to walk it in an hour. I was hoping I would survive, as I hadn't really walked much before today. I should have trained better...now that I'm feeling really sore. We will see how sore I am tomorrow. LOL!

While I was walking, I had my music blasting to help with pace. I got to the two mile marker and heard what my time was 35.18. I think that was my best time for two miles. I used to walk a 3 minute mile when I was doing it regularly.

Anyway, after I got there, I began to think about the verse where Paul talks about running the race with patience. I kept saying to myself...I'm walking with patience. I looked ahead and saw where it was almost time to turn to head toward the last 5 blocks of the race. I saw my brother-in-law and sister standing there waiting for me...then were going to walk the last part with me. I can't tell you the emotion I felt when I saw them. I remember reading a scrapbook journal entry about a lady who ran a marathon and how the last mile she saw a family member there to run the last mile with her. I know this wasn't a marathon, but knowing that my family supports this was so touching. I tried to get the emotion cleared up before I saw them and think I did pretty well. We talked the last 5 blocks about times and getting to the next stop sign and then the next one. I finished the race in under 55 minutes. I was so tired and my legs felt like jello when I finished, but I was so glad that I did it. I can't say that I want to do another one this soon, but I'm thinking of doing one on Thanksgiving. There's a Turkey Trot we are looking to do.

It was a really nice morning, but I was really cold. I'll have to remember to dress warmer, but not too warm, because your body does heat up when working out.

UPSIDE - Trailer

2010-10-14T20:06:00.000-04:00

Mark Hall, Youth Pastor and Lead Singer, CASTING CROWNS says "upside is an inspiring film about faith and love that challenges us all to follow the uniquepath God has for us."

UPSIDE provides a fresh look at life through the eyes of Soli (Randall Bentley, "Heroes"), a young athlete struggling to discover where he's headed, both figuratively and literally. Viewing the world upside down is a challenge few will ever face, but that hardly is the extent of Soli's pressing concerns.

He has trouble at home with his mom, he's trying to end his relationship with his girlfriend, and he has to come to grips with a teacher that thinks he can be much more than he wants to be. Suddenly, Soli's senior year looking nothing like he imagined it would be.

Add in Wren (Leah Sims), an unlikely love interest with a strong faith in God, and Soli must take a new look at everything he believes in.

Can Soli win the heart of Wren, who happens to be blind? Can he believe in something he can't see? Will he find a new direction for his life, even if his eyesight never returns to normal?

When you can't trust your eyes, you still have your voice. This unique story is an inspiring reminder that when life gets you down, there's always an UPSIDE.

I bought this movie after seeing the trailer posted from my sister's facebook page. She had gotten it from Casting Crowns' page.

This is an uplifting story of a boy who doesn't know God. Through an accident that causes his eyesight to get switched and a friendship with a believer, he accepts Jesus as his Savior. It's not an easy road after that, but begins to learn how to lean into his faith.

I enjoyed watching this movie. I noticed only one word used. I like how there are believers who live their lives unashamed for God.

I will give it a thumbs up.

One Tree Hill Round Table

2010-10-12T21:06:00.000-04:00

I really enjoyed this episode...it reminded me a little of how the relationships that were built in high school survived many years. I love how Brooke goes to Haley for advice...especially since Peyton is gone. I also liked how Nathan encouraged Brooke too. They were really good friends in high school.

I also enjoyed the feeling of a new beginning especially with the close of the chapters in Nathan & Brooke's lives. Looking forward to seeing what is going to happen later this season.

1. Favorite quote - I have a funny one and one that made me say "awww..."

Nathan "It would probably mean more if you hadn't brought it from a purse." Julian "It's not a purse, it's a man bag."

Julian "You make sad look beautiful, Brooke Davis"

2. Version of the Theme Song - Hated it! This season on OTH they are having covers of the Theme Song "I Don't Want To Be" by Gavin DeGraw. This is something that is tough for me, because I really like the original version by Gavin, but there have been a few in the past weeks that were not as bad as tonight's. I know a cover doesn't have to be the same, but this was TOO different.

3 a. What comes next Nathan Scott? Nathan working with Clay - I called it last week - when he talked about walking away from the game. I thought it would be cool for him to work with Clay as a sports agent. He knows the game...he's been there and he will be able to see talent when scouting for players :)

3 b. What comes next for Brooke Davis? Love how she stood up to her mom. She loves her mom and wants her mom to be proud of her, but she's not going to keep seeking for her approval. She knows what she has done was right. Loved how she ended the scene with "what comes next is up to you." Sorta like saying, it's your decision if you want me in your life.

4. Crossover story line - I like how the story line of Mia & Haley travelled to Portland to perform a show. I'm not really a fan of "Life Unexpected" but since Mia and Haley will be on it tonight, I'll be watching it tonight.

Bonus: Alex lying to Chase - did she really take the job at Tric to research for the movie? I think so, but I had hoped she changed.

Tuesday nights

2010-10-12T19:55:00.000-04:00

Well...Tuesdays are one of my favorite days now. I used to not really care about Tuesdays, but now my favorite show "One Tree Hill" is on Tuesdays, so they are not as mundane as they used to be.

I just finished working out with 3 mile walk of Walk Away the Pounds. I think it may have been the 2nd or 3rd time that I have ever completed that workout.

That's all for now. Hope your week is going well :)

But nothing surprises You...

2010-10-09T22:14:00.000-04:00

The title of this blog comes from a line from "No Matter What" by Kerrie Roberts. This song has been on my heart quite a bit this week. I had heard some news of a friend who was having a really hard time. The day I heard the news, I got the soundtrack for that song and the whole time I was practicing it, I was thinking of him. How trusting God is what is needed to handle this life we live.

I also discovered that another lady I know is facing cancer. When her husband gave the news, he wrote "God is not surprised by this." Again...reminding me of this song.

I'm planning on singing this song in a couple of weeks (October 24th). My sister told me about the song and it came into my life at just the right time. The first line of the song says "I'm running back to your promises one more time...Lord that's all I can hold onto." Life is tough, but knowing that God is here to run to. He's watching over me, is a comfort for me. I don't have all the answers, but I know WHO does. I'm glad that nothing surprises my GOD. I'm glad that I have a hope in my life that I can face it each day.

God, No matter what I'm gonna love You, no matter what I'm gonna need You!

Kristian Stanfill - Jesus Paid It All (Passion '06)

2010-10-04T22:27:00.000-04:00

Jesus paid it all...can't really add anything to this, but this was my favorite song from Kristian at the concert the other night. Hope you enjoy too :)

2009 Dove Awards Chris Tomlin I Will Rise HQ

2010-10-02T00:31:00.000-04:00

I love this song by Chris Tomlin. I saw him in concert tonight...amazing man of God...a man who loves God and wants to bring praise to Him. I really enjoyed hearing this song tonight. I like so many. At the end of the concert he asked for those who lead worship and are worship pastors to raise their hands. My friends looked at me and I raised my hand. Chris, then asked for those around them to give them a hug and to give them a hand...that was very special, because I realized that my friends really see the importance of choosing songs to help with the flow of the service. It's not an easy job and I have to get out of the way a lot.

I also enjoyed hearing "Jesus Paid It All" sung by Kristian Stansfill. I cried a few times tonight, because I realized my position...plus the fact that my pastor had told me early tonight he supports me in the music ministry I do at church. I'm thankful that he does...because there are some people who don't get it. I love the fact that my pastor gets it and allows God to use me in that area at church.

Michael W. Smith - Wonder (music review)

2010-09-29T22:04:00.000-04:00

I am a huge fan of Michael W. Smith. I have listened to him since I was 13 years old. I loved how he brought a new energy to contemporary Christian music.

Things have changed over the years...Smitty has gotten older and has learned lessons that have changed his writings and recordings over the years.

There are a few CD's that I have not added to my library...yet...but his new CD "Wonder" I wanted right away. I was able to listen to it a couple of times while cleaning the church, but I really didn't pay attention to the entire CD - the first 5 songs I'd like to talk about...as well as the last song.

The CD opens up with the energy I remember Smitty having when I was a little girl listening to him. My favorite part of the song is at the end of the second verse going into the chorus: "Don't look down...don't look down." The phrase doesn't say much, but the musicality in the song is just enough to really surprise the listener.

"Take My Breath Away" opens with some strings ... cello especially. The first two songs really keep the energy that Smitty is known for...

"Run To You" - written by Smitty and Matthew West slows things down a little. I like this song about surrendering to God.

"I'll Wait For You" caught me a little off guard "Morning Mr. Repo Man...give me one mroe week...and I'll be gone." I wasn't getting it, maybe as I listen to the CD over and over, I'll get it one day. Sometimes songs are like that (I know this from experience with the song "Life is Hard, but God is good"...sang that for several years and even at my grandmother's funeral, but didn't get it until I went through a major trial.)

I love the fact that Smitty writes music that shows his relationship with his wife. "Forever Yours" has that promise of staying with her "until death comes between us."

The last track of the CD is entitled "Take Me Over." This is a classic Smitty ballad. I really enjoyed listening to this...and it's nice to have it as an ending to the CD.

I'm a credits junkie...and love to read who plays on what...and such and such. The dedication of the CD is to his amazing wife Debbie. Chris Rodriguez sings some background vocals...LOVE IT!! Also showing up are a few of Tobymac's kids as part of "gang vocals."

I will be listening to this CD for awhile...

Homesick

2010-09-25T07:46:00.001-04:00

It's possibly because I heard news of two pastors in the community that have gone to be with Jesus or that I'm currently reading "Choosing To SEE" by Mary Beth Chapman, but this morning I woke up with several people who have passed from this earthly life and entered into eternity with Jesus. As I have laid in bed this morning people have come to mind from famous people like Dana Key from Degramo & Key to people I know on an everyday basis - Mike Hayes, Meredith Johnson, and a man named Vince (I can't remember his last name at the moment of writing this blog, but this man was a special guy in my church). I'd like to share with you the impact these people have had on me.

Dana Key - even though I had never met Dana in person, I listened to his music faithfully. My favorite was "Casual Christian." With the chorus proclaiming "I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be a casual Christian..." I found a song that could challenge me in my walk with Christ. Growing up a preacher's daughter, music was something that was monitored. I know a lot of D&K's music would have been banned from the house because of the beat of the music, but seriously ... you listen to the words and you can tell it's different. I'm the youngest of 7 so by the time I was growing up the banned music was getting weaker. I think my parents realized that God uses the contemporary Christian music for His purpose just as He uses other things in our world to bring people to Him. I also think they learned that a lot of the bans that were put on music when I was younger was more about preference than it was about biblical restrictions. Seriously, when I was reading of drums, cymbals and such in the Bible...could they really argue it's the beat they were playing on (seriously had a teacher tell me that if the beat is on 2 & 4 it's wrong, but if it's on 1 & 3 it's right). I had never read THAT in the Bible. Anyway, Dana is a man who loved God first, his wife and family. I was most impressed when he left music and began pastoring. I know I missed his music ministry, but the man loved God's word - and from what I read from those who knew him personally...he also LIVED God's word.

Mike Hayes - Mike was a man in my church that also was a preacher. When I first met Mike he was pastoring a different church and I met him through my brother Tim. Tim and I differ on certain issues and when I first met Mike I thought he, too, was like my brother in many ways, but as I got to know him. I found he was a different guy. Mike supported me in my music ministry. Being a girl who leads music in church is not something that is looked upon as "correct" in this area that I live. In fact, I think some churches around us look to Gateway as liberal sometimes. After Mike's passing, his wife Judy had told me that Mike supported me through that...knowing that now, I wish I would have spent more time getting to know him. I know he was someone who studied God's word and was able to preach it and challenge those around us. He's definitely still missed.

Meredith Johnson - Meredith went to be with the Lord earlier this year. He was the husband of my good friend Cheryl and the son of one of my Bible teachers in college. I first met Meredith when he was still married to another woman. His marriage wasn't the best and with his father's passing, things took a turn. After his divorce, he began pursuing not only Cheryl, but God as well. He was such a kind man and a man who loved to reach children with God's word. The kids in our church loved him too. When it was close to Meredith home going, Cheryl asked me a favor...to sing one of his favorite songs in the hospital "Untitled Hymn (Come To Jesus)." Even though I loved the song that Chris Rice wrote as a praise song to God, I had never sung this in public. I prayed the entire time over to the hospital and began singing (while crying) this beautiful song. After it was over, Cheryl asked me if I would sing it at the funeral. I was fearful of singing it after I cried the entire song, but I had many people praying for me and I DID want to do something for Meredith. The night of the funeral, I was able to sing the song through without crying. It has been recorded so if people missed it they will have to get a copy as it isn't a song that I will probably sing again unless someone asks me to for a funeral. It WAS DIFFICULT, but even through the difficult times in life God is there with us. I learned that from Meredith's life.

Vince (still can't remember his last name) came to Gateway while attending Southland Bible Institute. He was not your typical Southland student. I say that because I graduated from there and know the cookie cutter person they usually attract. Vince was a former biker guy...in fact at his memorial service there were a few friends of his that were bikers. Guys he was reaching for the cause of Christ. Vince also is remembered for his prayers during the prayer time. Pastor has mentioned on several occasions how Vince would be in prayer meeting and somewhere in his prayer he would pray "for protection over Gateway Baptist Church." Now I know I don't know what Heaven is like during this time we are on earth, but I know the verse that says to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord....I think Vince is in the presence of the Lord still pleading for protection over Gateway Baptist Church. Another thing I remember about Vince was that he made good cheesecakes. It tasted amazing.

**I look back on these men's lives for just a brief time not just because I'm sad that they have gone from us, but because I'm a little jealous. I'm not from this world...I'm a christian and I believe that my home is now in Heaven. I know God has me here for a reason ... to bring honor and glory to His name, to reach out to others about Who He is ... so I think I'm still here...that means my job is not yet completed. How am I doing with bringing glory and honor to God? How am I doing with reaching out to the lost, sick, widows, children, etc? Can I be doing better??? The answer to the last question is yes...and I think we should ALWAYS strive to do better. I read through some other blogs and thoughts that challenged me to look at my life. What is my time filled with? Am I spending too much time on things that will be burned to ashes...or am I working toward things with the heavenly rewards? It's tough down here and I talk a lot about comfort zones and stepping out of them. I think God is asking those who are here still in the world to step out of our comfort zone and be here a little while longer to spread His love to others and bring honor to His name. Yes, Heaven is our comfort zone and those who have passed through are there cheering us in this life. Let's remember to continue our stepping here on earth...the race that is here before us...and bring glory and honor to Jesus!

The man's brain...

2010-09-23T22:05:00.000-04:00

So, I have signed up for eharmony and don't understand how the man's brain works. It cracks me up because I'll be emailing a guy on the site then all of a sudden, it becomes a closed match. Weird...yesterday the guy didn't say anything about a problem, but today I happened to see that it was closed. Weird.

Anyway...I am looking at this differently. I have made it clear to the men on the site that I will not be making the first move, and if they are interested to feel free to contact me (through the site). I do like the fact that it does take time to get through to the communication process, but some of those questions don't really show the "real" person. I think after these four months are over, I'll stop with it though. I just really don't want to meet the guy via the internet. I really believe that God can bring him to me in person. I was weak at a moment and decided to join, so we will see what happens. I know God can use the internet, but I just don't know about it.

Be praying for me.

26 Letters

2010-09-20T21:41:00.000-04:00

My nephew David Paul is in college (away from home). Bless his heart, it's the first time he's been away from home for a LONG time of period. He's begging for letters, packages...anything. I have been to be a good aunt (his favorite at this point), because I have been able to get a letter and a package. The package was my favorite to put together. I got a picture from faceinhole.com and was able to put his face with a picture of Demi Lovato. Bless his heart, he really liked it. The frame I did some work on. I got it at the dollar tree, and it had four blocks with the letters L-O-V-E. I covered the blocks and added my own letters and put D-E-M-I and it looked really cute.

I also put some gum, candy, some school supplies. I think I'll send another letter, then work on an emgerency kit. Bless his heart, he's learning to do laundry (he's been there almost a month and only done laundry twice. He's got his heart set on getting married so he'll have someone to do his laundry. Funny how many people have told him marriage doesn't stop the launrdy doing. LOL!!

Well...I'm going to get back to writing my letter. Hope the week is going well with those who read this.

Until next time :)

selah--wonderful merciful savior

2010-09-16T21:57:00.000-04:00

I love this worship song, and Selah does a great job with it.

Hope you enjoy it too :)

so excited tonight!!

2010-09-14T20:14:00.000-04:00

Okay, this may not seem big to anyone else, but I love ONE TREE HILL....and tonight we have the premiere of Season 8. Wow! Nathan was just doing push ups with Jamie on his back...then he rolled him in a blanket and did some weight lifting...how totally cool!

Okay, back to watching and enjoying the show. I hope you all have a GREAT evening too!

Song of the Moment - Natalie Grant - Song to the King

2010-09-11T22:48:00.000-04:00

I have a new song of the moment. This is a beautiful song that I would love to get the piano music to have someone play for me. This is an amazing song. Give it a listen...I think you will like it too!

Choosing to SEE

2010-09-11T20:02:00.000-04:00

I recommend anyone reading this blog to go out and purchase the book "Choosing to SEE" by Mary Beth Chapman. She is the wife of Steven Curtis Chapman. Their life changing moment of losing their youngest daughter Maria in 2008 has touched many lives, but Mary Beth is so honest when she writes...

When people ask how we are doing, the first thing I always say is, 'I want Maria back. I want my son Will Franklin not to have this as a chapter in his story. I want my children to be healthy, my family secure. I don't really care whose life has been touches or changed because of our loss.

I can't imagine the road that God has led them, but to see the grace and hope that is being shown from their lives has been encouraging.

I am really glad that Mary Beth included background of their life together. Reading about how she and "Steve" met was delightful. Seeing the differences between them and how they work to keep it together. I'm touched at their story of love, hope and healing.

Check it out if you can...

Thinking back about the beach...

2010-09-09T19:28:00.000-04:00

What a great memory from this past summer. I love the beach...and this past summer some of my friends went together to enjoy a week there. It was so relaxing and so much fun. The last night we were there, we did some of these jump shots. It was so much fun. We had a blast getting just the right pose. Some of them are good, others not so good.

I'm in the process of finally getting my beach pictures printed. Tomorrow I will pick them up and be able to get them in my scrapbook/photo album. My friend Gigi, bought an album for them and I'm going to do some scrapbooking too, because part of keeping these memories is using the journalling option. I'm excited. I think it would be really fun to do a crop party. It's been awhile since I have been to one.

Anyway...today's post is just going down memory lane. Enjoying that last night at the beach with some great friends :)

Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam - "Introducing Me" - Nick Jonas (Full Scene /...

2010-09-07T19:26:00.001-04:00

This is my favorite song from Camp Rock 2...sung by Nick (My favorite Jonas). Anyway, I wanted to share this song on my blog, because I think it's adorable. This is actually the scene that it's comes from, so it doesn't start right away.

I love Nick's facial expressions at the beginning of the song...he's adorable!!

I think why I like this scene the best, is because this boy is shy and doesn't really know how to express himself around a girl that he likes. His brothers encourage him that since he's a Rockstar, that he just simply sing it...so this is what he comes up. I think it's cute!

Atmosphere - Tobymac

2010-09-06T11:41:00.000-04:00

I am an odd mood today. There is a song by Tobymac that I listen to when I'm in this mood...I've had it before - it's the mood that I get when I'm feeling disconnected. One of the lines from this song hits the way I feel when I'm in this mood. "I know you're all alone in a crowd of your friends, I can see it in your eyes that your fading again, Checking out moving into your hole, Where the light can't tough any part of your soul."

When I first heard this song, I was glad that I was able to have a way to describe this feeling. It doesn't always last long, but when it does I just feel really .... LONELY.

Here are the lyrics to the whole song...

I know you keep a journal and every page is rippled
From the tears that you cry, ain't no meanin' to your scribble
Cause words can't describe what you've been feelin' inside
It's like thousand foot walls, and they're still on the rise

But look up to a beautiful sound
And see for yourself you're not that far down
And know this, I cannot love a little
My promise to you is unconditional

And I'll keep the light on for you,
Just keep the course, you can weather the storm
I'll keep the light on for you,
You've come this far, don't you ever lose heart, now

Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere
Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere

I know you're all alone in a crowd of your friends
I can see it in your eyes that your fadin' again
Checking out, moving into your hole
Where the light can't touch any part of your soul

But hold up and let the river rush in
You can turn around and start living again
Cause your life is a beautiful bloom
In the image of the one that created you

And I'll keep the light on for you,
Just keep the course, you can weather the storm

I'll keep the light on for you,
You've come this far, don't you ever lose heart, now
Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere

Just turn around and I'll be there
I'm moving into your atmosphere
I'll be there
Said I'll be there, said I'll be there
Said I'll be there always, forever
Just turn around and I'll be there,
I said I'll be there always forever
I'm movin' into your atmosphere

Settling for less than God's best???

2010-09-04T21:54:00.000-04:00

I'm starting to read a book with the title of this blog. It's written by Elsa Kok. It's been a good reminder of what I should be looking for...not just in a mate, but with my life period. One of the subtitles is titled "The Truth About Desire." There is a desire within us that is based on two truths (Brent Curtis & John Eldredge from The Sacred Romance) --the hero really has a heart of gold and the beloved really possesses hidden beauty.

Elsa writes "I had it all wrong. My longing for a man...was wrapped and twisted and intertwined with the longing God creates in each one of us - the longing for Him. God is the true knight, the one and only, the lover of our hearts and souls."

Scripture to back this up can be found from the following verses...

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am conviced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. -- Romans 8:37-39

Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you. -- Hebrews 13:5

How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called the children of God! -- I John 3:1

And my favorite passage ... one that is special to my heart (because it's from I:43 scripture of where we got our name)...

When you pass through the water, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. -- Isaiah 43:2-3

God's desire is to be with me...my desire should be the same. In fact, He created for me to desire Him. It's good to know that He wants me :)